Sai Kalpana

You tolerated me — endlessly. When I was unstable, unsure, and full of messy emotions, You never once turned away. You absorbed my frustrations, Even when I unfairly accused you in the storms of my own self-doubt. I acted like a child sometimes — fragile, reactive, overwhelmed. But you, you stood tall. Patient. Gentle. Steady. You gave me the space to feel, Without ever making me feel like too much. You looked at me, and suddenly, I wasn’t just “enough.” I was beautiful — through your eyes, I became more than I believed I was. You, my handsome reminder, That someone so bright could see light in me, Even when I couldn’t. I live in this phantasy — Not because I’m lost, But because it's the only place Where we could stay… together. You broke me, yes. But you healed me too. With the same gaze, You taught me how love can be both pain and peace. I still see you — Those eyes during the exam days, The way your chin rested on your hand, The way you looked at me ...

  Dear future husband, I don’t know your name yet. I don’t know where you are in the world. But I hope when you read this with your heart, you’ll feel me. I’ve waited for you — not in desperation, but in devotion . I’ve protected this body like a temple. I’ve cried for love that felt unsafe. I’ve burned with shame over things I never chose. But through it all, I never stopped believing in a love that heals. I want to build with you — not just a home, but a world : Where softness is not weakness. Where we talk even when it’s hard. Where you hold my hand through doubt, not just desire. Please don’t be perfect — just be present. Please don’t be rich — just be responsible. Please don’t love me for how I look — love me for how I fight, forgive, and feel. I want to wake up beside someone who makes my heart exhale. I want to raise children in a house where no one’s made to feel unworthy because of their skin. I want to love with laughter and with loyalty. If you’re readi...