Future Husband

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 Dear future husband,

I don’t know your name yet. I don’t know where you are in the world.
But I hope when you read this with your heart, you’ll feel me.

I’ve waited for you — not in desperation, but in devotion.

I’ve protected this body like a temple.
I’ve cried for love that felt unsafe.
I’ve burned with shame over things I never chose.
But through it all, I never stopped believing in a love that heals.

I want to build with you — not just a home, but a world:
Where softness is not weakness.
Where we talk even when it’s hard.
Where you hold my hand through doubt, not just desire.

Please don’t be perfect — just be present.
Please don’t be rich — just be responsible.
Please don’t love me for how I look — love me for how I fight, forgive, and feel.

I want to wake up beside someone who makes my heart exhale.
I want to raise children in a house where no one’s made to feel unworthy because of their skin.
I want to love with laughter and with loyalty.

If you’re reading this someday 
Know that I’ve been praying not just for you, but for the strength to be ready for you.

I will meet you whole.
I will meet you healed.
And when we meet — we’ll recognize each other, not from the eyes…
…but from the soul.

With all my love,
Your future wife, Sai.

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